good morning...

not much happening around here. cade is already asleep for a morning nap. he's been up since 5:45 (yawn :/) and reese is annoying me b/c she's bored. it's one of those days when i really don't want her climbing all over me...i just don't want her to touch me.

wish i was asleep too. i tried snoozing while reese was watching tv but she kept nudging me and then climbing all over me and i gave up.

i need to go work out. that would really make me feel better. but rob decided he needed to spend a few hours dorking around with the yard today. he just goes out and starts working on it, so i guess i'm in charge of the kids.

i don't even feel like talking to rob. everything is about him. i was talking about reese going to school yesterday and he just comes up with some statement about when he went to school. wtf? i'm trying to discuss what would be best for HER and he just recalls about his school days. like that's all the imput he has. things have changed in 29 years, buddy. i'd like some input other than you & your glory days.

he's turned into a baseball nerd. as in watching the red sox's every friggin game. and baseball is not an hour thing...usually 3 hours or more. and they have 5-6 games a week. that means that he is spending at least 15 hours a week watching tv. and ignoring me. :/ he says, why don't you watch it with me? b/c you act like a freak, yelling and shouting at the tve and making an ass out of yourself. that's why.

i don't even feel like doing anything with him, he just does not consider anyone but himself. when he feeds the kids, he always fixes himself lunch first and then sometimes eats it before getting the kids anything. ??? yes, kids can wait, they won't starve. but then he wonders why they're crying when he doesn't share.

he just expects respect from reese but he doesn't do anything to earn it. he doesn't spend time with her, when she comes down from her nap he rolls his eyes like he expected her to sleep all afternoon. not like it impacts him anyway, he doesn't do anything with her. he says that lately she's been bratty and he doesn't like spending time with her. well, she's your kid too, maybe if you'd spend more time FATHERING instead of fucking around, she'd listen to you more.

he does great with cade. he's already preferring to spend time with his son than with reese. tell me she won't remember that :/

yes, i agree, reese can be a brat. so can all kids. but the more time you spend with them, you learn how they tick and what works with them for discipline...and what doesn't. she's your kid, enjoy her. she'll be a teenager soon and then you'll know how big a brat she can be!